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2 more stunning tracks from one of my favourite producer's. very excited for the next instalment of lost hardware
Favorite track: Trepidation.
ripping through layers I thought I’d never shed/
pushing the grid falling faster until I’m dead/nothing will ease the pain /pulling leeches from my brain/every thought is the same/I’m moving out of frame/I’ll forget my name
a body: trapped in this vessel/I’m nothing special/releasing my thoughts/everything I’ve been taught/caught in a crowd while all my thoughts are bleeding loud/my memory is fading/no where to be found
the constant pattern of destructive thought, it whispers in my ear, "you are nothing, you are no one"/bleeding for answers to all of this, there is no end, it never ends.
A ritual too familiar I can’t open up my eyes
nauseating existence/relentless depression/pushed by the hands of power until a point of breaking/nothing will ever change, the pills they stay the same/fucking up my head, I won't pretend like I am okay/all I feel is pain/another day goes by and all I feel is death
"Trepidation" was released on Oct 31, 2020 on Paradise Records as part of the Halloween in Paradise: Vol. II compilation and "Medication [Demo]" was the second or third song I wrote as Sage Hardware. I didn't have stems for this track because it's pretty old so I tried to make due with what I had. I feel like the topics in this song strongly align with how I'm currently feeling so I wanted to put it out.
"Lost Hardware" is a series of releases that are comprised of forgotten songs, old demos, unfinished songs, experiments, or songs that came out on compilations.
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